"If that's okay with you," Delta says. Really, trusting York is about all he can do. Easy? No. But his life hasn't been easy since he was first told he was getting a Hawk. "You should have a weapon. And those I don't have the clout to overnight."
'It's okay with me. Would you prefer she met us at the house or your rooms?' He'll feel more secure once he can provide Delta ranged defence, especially as most Hawks will themselves carry guns.
"How about here, in my room," Delta suggests. Makes them more secure the whole way through, doesn't it? "In fact, you could go with her to look over the armory if you want. I can stay here."
No guarantee the room is safe from his father. After all, he has Merlins. Delta nods his agreement. He can and will wait. He is more than willing to wait.
"Thank you. For taking this seriously so soon. You're... not what I'd imagined I would get. And I'm thankful for that."
'Could you bring them to Delta's room? We'd rather be kitted before heading out,' he says to Psi.
'Most decent Hawks with prior experience would be taking this seriously, but I'll agree I'm not exactly par of the course. I'm... glad that it works with you.'
"Would most Hawks with prior experience care so much about how to account for my feelings in all of this?" Delta counters. They would do the job, but Delta just knows they wouldn't have York's heart.
He considers for a moment. 'No,' he replies eventually. 'Some would, I'm not unique in that way. But after so short a time as we've had, most wouldn't.'
“Why should they?” Delta counters. Those injured people deserved ones who would care more for them than others had. Perhaps in the future he should look to their number.
'Because they will have all seen the more ugly side of Falconry.' A dull, phantom pain throbs in his eye. 'They'd probably be as surprised a Falconer would hate the system as I was, but they would understand.'
Perhaps he should look into acquiring more men and women like that. Protection of them, giving them hope and a new sort of home.
“York... the people you knew there. Would they accept someone like me?”
He shifts a little awkwardly. '"Knew" is a strong word. We... didn't get to socialise much, even seeing each other was rare. But going off what little I gathered, some of them probably would. Others wouldn't.'
“I know,” Delta says. “I’ll have you to help me figure that out. I trust you to.”
Makes sense to him, right? If he is going to trust York with his life, he would trust him with that.
'Well... I can try, but I really don't know these guys. The ones that haven't given up would probably say anything to try and get out.' And whether they'd stay or try to run from there, he just doesn't know.
More thoughts and planning. Yes, Delta will think about it, won't he? He'll figure this out. He wants to change this whole mess of stuff. He wants to make it better for Hawks. Which includes those ones who were broken.
"You're right. I won't give up. I'll have to think about how to handle it."
And that there is why York didn't run the first chance he had. Delta is actually willing to follow through with this. That he chose York to be his Hawk at all is proof that his actions match his words and York is willing to be at his side to help him turn more words into actions.
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'Phi's offering to meet us with weapons at the house,' he tells Delta once he's switched back to the main comms.
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"Thank you. For taking this seriously so soon. You're... not what I'd imagined I would get. And I'm thankful for that."
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'Most decent Hawks with prior experience would be taking this seriously, but I'll agree I'm not exactly par of the course. I'm... glad that it works with you.'
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"Would most Hawks with prior experience care so much about how to account for my feelings in all of this?" Delta counters. They would do the job, but Delta just knows they wouldn't have York's heart.
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But Delta is adjusting to living with his situation. York has bren... enlightening.
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“Why should they?” Delta counters. Those injured people deserved ones who would care more for them than others had. Perhaps in the future he should look to their number.
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Perhaps he should look into acquiring more men and women like that. Protection of them, giving them hope and a new sort of home. “York... the people you knew there. Would they accept someone like me?”
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“Would they answer questions if posed to them?” Delta asks. He’s clearly do it quietly.
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“I know,” Delta says. “I’ll have you to help me figure that out. I trust you to.” Makes sense to him, right? If he is going to trust York with his life, he would trust him with that.
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“Oh,” Delta says, wilting a little. He thought he had a plan. Oh well.
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"You're right. I won't give up. I'll have to think about how to handle it."
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'I'll be happy to help.'
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Delta doesn't get to finish the thought because there is knocking at the door, along with a ping from Phi to tell York she has arrived.
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He still opens the door a crack to check before opening it wider to let her in.
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