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There is so much wrong with that I don't even know where to start. I'm going for a walk and if I ever come home, we're going to talk.

And in the meantime stop fucking blaming me for everything you regret!

If you never come home, then you're just like everyone else who was supposed to care about me in my life, so I won't be surprised.

Oh, and stop attacking me every time I find a good thing to try and hold to.

Do you dump so much shit on me because you know I won't leave?

Fine. If you trust the guy, at least you're not alone. Call if you're in trouble.

And take some fucking responsibility for once!

I ruined my life, Omega. But you refused to listen when I needed to talk to you. You acted like my feelings were a burden. So don't ignore that you didn't take your chance to help.

Leave me alone with my grief. It's mine and only mine. I won't let it affect the family. I swear that. Family is the only thing I have left.

I did -when did I refuse to listen? Is this the thing where you read my mind and decided that I didn't want to or what?

And I thought you had your terrorist, unless you're using me as an excuse to implode that too, because God forbid you have a friend. Can I at least hope York's days are numbered too?

I'm sorry. I just...

I smile with him, Omega. I'm pretty sure he wants to sleep with me, I don't want to sleep with him. I just... When I'm around him I'm not lonely. It doesn't hurt as much. I can let myself be mad at Maine for not wanting me when this man clearly does, instead of loathing myself for giving up the one good thing in my life. The chance I had at happiness.

Why... why you had to attack that I don't know. Maybe you're just upset over Delta's relationship with this Squall character. If it's that bad for you I can forbid him from the teen. If you're that worried about TC I can just not see him anymore. Just tell me what you want.

Because, honestly, you're impossible to understand and I should clearly not be left in charge of decisions anymore.

I want you and the kids to be happy and safe. That's all. Florida made it sound like this guy's bad news. But I do trust you more than him. So you make your own decisions. Just...stop acting like I have all this power over you. Please.

Florida hates me for what I did to Maine. This isn't the first way he's tried to hurt me over it.

And... Omega, it's not an act. If you're really that concerned over him, I will stop seeing him. It's as simple as that.

I trust you. I'd like to meet him. But I trust you.

You shouldn't meet him.

...why not?

Despite everything I've told him and how many times I've yelled at him about it, he has come to the conclusion that he doesn't like you. It's unfair of him, it's stupid, and it doesn't matter that I call it bullshit when he gets annoyed or angry.

He said if he ever met you, he'd punch you.

Okay. I definetly like him more than York and I need to meet him.

Wait... what?

I can imagine what you've told him about me and he still wants to fight me? The man has guts. Maybe not brains. But guts.

I haven't told him you're a mercenary, if that's what you think. I told him you're a medic. So I don't see why he wouldn't want to fight you. Wait, no, I don't see why he wants to fight you either way. Dammit you're not supposed to react like this. What are you doing?

I am thinking that this friend of yours will watch your back. Florida tried to get me to hate him. Did you know he helped overthrow the bougoise?

Florida actively tried to scare me away from him, showing me only the worst parts of the file on him.

TC was born a slave in the mines near Vos. He fought alongside his brother and his friends to try and protect and free people. To give them something. They wanted kids to get to learn. Reading, writing, poetry, anything they wanted. They held their own elections. They...

I know he's not great. I know there has to be a lot he won't tell me or that aren't in the records and a lot of shit like that. I get that he probably isn't a good person at his core. But he believed in something. And he stands by his morals. They... asked him to kill innocents. I don't know why. He doesn't tell me much. He refused. Left and went military and after that, he wound up here.

Now he flies packages. He's... he's trying to be a good person.

Sounds like a good person to me, sparkles.

I don't... you don't make any sense.

What do you mean? If he's a revolutionary of course they're going to call him all sorts of things. And if he won't hurt innocent bystanders, how is that a bad thing?

I'm just saying, it's complicated and even revolutionaries aren't flat out good. There is no black and white. Only varying shades of grey.

But.. if you want to meet him, then you're welcome to it. In the mean time I need to figure out a noodle dish.

A noodle dish?

They made their own holidays. Him, his friends, his family. The people that he fought with. They didn't really deal with a religion. They made their own holidays. Their own celebrations. They don't have Christmas, and their gift giving holiday is in the fall. But they have a thing on the fourteenth. Luck and good life and family.

He's alone on an important day. I don't know what to do, but at the very least I'm going to see to it that he gets his noodles and sweet fruit, and a blanket.

Okay, wow, that explains so much. You could make him lo mein. Your lo mein is really good.

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