Journal Entry [0018]
Jun. 28th, 2015 08:13 amI keep having this dream. Where I'm with Maine and things are getting so wonderfully heated and then...
God I say the wrong name and the look he gives me... The betrayal. The hatred as he pushes me away from him. It terrifies me. He's a mercenary. He's deadly force, always has been. Always will be. And crossing him might be a mistake. Would be a mistake. I think he cares for me enough not to hurt me, but I'm not sure. saying something like that would be... Terrible.
What am I supposed to do?
God I say the wrong name and the look he gives me... The betrayal. The hatred as he pushes me away from him. It terrifies me. He's a mercenary. He's deadly force, always has been. Always will be. And crossing him might be a mistake. Would be a mistake. I think he cares for me enough not to hurt me, but I'm not sure. saying something like that would be... Terrible.
What am I supposed to do?
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