Journal Entry [0008]
Apr. 16th, 2015 12:21 pmHome.
Once the word made me feel so strong. Now, in a way, I feel trapped. But home is where I am and where I will stay. Sigma has offered to take up a lot of the slack, which has been helping. I've been encouraged to get out and more involved with other people (mostly because Sigma doesn't want me near York I fear), and that may pay off. But that doesn't make this place feel any less like a trap.
Which none of my family deserves me feeling of course. So I push it aside.
I told Sigma... Well, as near on everything as I'm willing to tell him about my reactions to York.
Soon I'll have to talk to Omega about Smithson's offer and the potential with the Charon company to figure out... Well, what I'm supposed to do with myself now.
Once the word made me feel so strong. Now, in a way, I feel trapped. But home is where I am and where I will stay. Sigma has offered to take up a lot of the slack, which has been helping. I've been encouraged to get out and more involved with other people (mostly because Sigma doesn't want me near York I fear), and that may pay off. But that doesn't make this place feel any less like a trap.
Which none of my family deserves me feeling of course. So I push it aside.
I told Sigma... Well, as near on everything as I'm willing to tell him about my reactions to York.
Soon I'll have to talk to Omega about Smithson's offer and the potential with the Charon company to figure out... Well, what I'm supposed to do with myself now.
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