Journal Entry [0007]

It's the surroundings I think. Being in what amounts to his home. It's the fact that he was the only one I could trust and that he moved so quickly to my aid.

It's because he spoke to me on a bad day and paid attention and was kind.

And I want it out of my head.

He's Sigma's.

I don't want to dream about him anymore. It's not fair.

He's Sigma's.

Maybe he...

Maybe he could have been mine?

God Sigma would kill me if he knew that was even the tiniest of a bit of a factor in all of this. And it is. Like a tenth of a percent but it's there. That one, though, I think I can deal with.

I hope.