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[protective_logic]

If you're hearing this message that means I'm not available at the moment.
So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

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[protective_logic]

Nor for any intelligent reason really.

[shipitsupersonic]

I thought your family was in danger?

[protective_logic]

I... made a pretty serious mistake on that front. He made us safe. He loved me. And how did I repay him?

[A small, pained sigh comes, and silence for almost a full minute.]

Is it sad that if he asked it, I'd do anything to win him back?

[shipitsupersonic]

It's not sad at all.

[protective_logic]

Guess it's a blessing that he doesn't want me.

[shipitsupersonic]

I don't understand how he couldn't want you.

[protective_logic]

It's extremely common. But I betrayed his trust, failed to properly communicate, and broke my word to him. It makes perfect sense that he no longer sees value in me.

Hell, I wasn't really sleeping with him either, so that probably didn't help.

[shipitsupersonic]

Does he not understand forgiveness?

Honestly, it didn't. Sex means nothing. Sleeping is an entirely different thing. To trust someone when you're vunerable, to be helpless next to them...sleeping just in the same room is so much more than just sex.

[protective_logic]

So I hurt him more. The... sex wasn't frequent, but we shared a bed twice a week when we could.

[Good to know he fucked up more than he thought.]

[shipitsupersonic]

Oh. Well.

I see value in you.

[protective_logic]

And the way you treat me like I'm worth something makes me feel better sometimes. It's why you're a good friend.

[shipitsupersonic]

You are worth something, though. You...don't know what I'd be doing without you.

[protective_logic]

Pretty much the same thing you're doing now no doubt.

[shipitsupersonic]

Not at all.

[protective_logic]

You really think I have any influence at all in the better part of your life? I am not responsible for your job. I am not responsible for hte time I am not around you.

[shipitsupersonic]

You would notice if I was dead. I can't cook dinner for you if I don't have a kitchen or a job to buy food. If I...

You're not responsible for me. But there are things I'll do for your sake that I can't do for my own. I'm that kind of person.

[protective_logic]

I... don't get it. But if it matters to you, then I'm sorry I said it. I didn't mean to upset you. Though I think cooking dinner for yourself is more important my friend.

And I'd miss you if you were gone.

[shipitsupersonic]

People depend on you. You deserve to eat.

[protective_logic]

I eat... most of the time.

[shipitsupersonic]

I want to make you stuffed peppers.

[protective_logic]

I prefer stuffed cabbage but I'm happy to have that too. Lord knows I won't get it at home. Maybe when I come over soon? Food, movies and...

Talking about how this should go.

[shipitsupersonic]

I can do stuffed cabbage. We can eat stuffed cabbage and find a movie and you can help me break in the blanket.

[protective_logic]

I... will help you break in the blanket. You really trust me enough to sleep in your bed with you sober?

[shipitsupersonic]

Yes.

[protective_logic]

You... can call me Ryan if you ever want. It's...

[Seriously. This is weird. To be trusted like that by someone as rightfully paranoid as TC.]