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[protective_logic]

If you're hearing this message that means I'm not available at the moment.
So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

Comments

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

Sounds like my kinda guy. But you're doing good?

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

I'm fine.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

So you forgot.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

I'm not doing well and I don't want to talk about it through some voice mail system when I'm utterly miserable and was so drunk last night that I said things I shouldn't have to a good friend because I have this belief that it's Maine fault when it isn't. It's mine. I destroyed my own damn life.

There.

Happy?

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

Satisfied.

Wait. I thought you said you stayed home last night?

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

I did. I drank in bed.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

Delta...

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

It was the last of my alcohol. TC and I won't be going out to get wasted this week. Or again as like as not.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

Why not?

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

Waste of money. There are concerns I will become a drunkard.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

This would be the conversation you want to have face to face?

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

The conversation itself would only make me feel shitty, so I'm not certain I desire it at all.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

You promised.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

Not saying I won't have it, just that there is no way I will enjoy it.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

You think I'm looking forward to it? Who thought you were drinking too much?

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

I don't think you are. You don't like talking about my personal issues. Which makes sense.

York is concerned about my health and potential playing with alcoholism. I told him it's not like that.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

Well, I don't need to tell you how much stock I put in York's opinion. Personally, I think the literature is quite clear on the difference between a few bad weeks and alcoholism.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

This isn't going to be simply a few bad weeks, Omega, and I'm thankful to have a friend who would worry and care that much.

I don't want to fight about one of my only two friends in this damn world, one of the only two people I talk to and know won't abandon me after Maine. So please, just this once, don't talk to me about York.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

I'm not saying a word about York. I'm just saying you're stronger than you think.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

I'm not, Omega. Trust me. I'm not.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

We'll talk later.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

Yeah, that's easier.

[Because Omega will keep saying later and it will never happen.]

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

Because, sparkles, right now I'm ready to scream at you.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[protective_logic]

Do so if you must. I find myself no longer caring.

Re: [Backdated Sunday afternoon]

[baruthumos]

This is exactly what I'm talking about! What do you care about?