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[protective_logic]

If you're hearing this message that means I'm not available at the moment.
So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

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[protective_logic]

Oh joy. The topic EVERYONE likes to think about. Please share.

[baruthumos]

If he can't handle you at your worst, he doesn't deserve you at your best.

[protective_logic]

I'm torn between being extremely offended and furious, and actually thankful that you're not being a total asshole over my decision.

[baruthumos]

D, you have to admit, that was not your shining moment.

Did I tell you I'm trying to break up with Louisiana? It doesn't seem to be sticking. Any tips?

[protective_logic]

Omega, there is NOTHING I regret more than the actions which led to me making this decision. I miss nothing more than his love, his warmth, his proximity. His smile delights me like nothing, and I love him now, and I will always love him.

If you love her, if by any chance you love her, then fuck it. Don't try breaking up with her. Hold her close and never let her go.

Otherwise, tell her it's over and there is no chance that is going to change, and that pressing you on it will only lead to hurt feelings.

[baruthumos]

I thought it would be easy, seeing as the entire reason she likes me is that I didn't know her before the accident and I don't want to fuck her. I mean. It's easy for me, since I thought she dumped me and, well...

If you want something, you have to fight for it. And when she was gone, I realized I won't. But you could.

[protective_logic]

I'm sorry to hear that revelation came to you.

But There is another realization at play for me. He will never take me back, no matter how much I fight.

So, to take my own advice from earlier... Omega, it's over and there is no chance that is going to change, and pressing me on it will only lead to hurt feelings.

Leave it.

[baruthumos]

But you're miserable!

[protective_logic]

And?

[baruthumos]

And. That's not okay!

[protective_logic]

What is the saying? I made my bed and must now lay down in it?

[baruthumos]

But. It can't be that simple!

[protective_logic]

It is far from simple, but it is an absolute. What is lost is lost. Any attempts to 'fix' this state of affairs will only hurt all parties involved.

[baruthumos]

You don't deserve this.

[protective_logic]

I deserve exactly this.

[baruthumos]

What do you think you have done!

[protective_logic]

What? I hurt him. I led him to believe I could be in a relationship with him. That there would ever be a time when he was first in my heart. I HURT him, Omega. As someone who wants him to be your brother, I'm surprised you don't get that.

[baruthumos]

But. You could take it back. Take him back. It could work. I can do more, if it would make you happy.

[protective_logic]

See, you've made a serious mistake in your assumptions, Omega. You believe that my desires are even remotely relevant in this issue. They don't. My right to have an opinion on what he should do flew out the window when I did this to him.

And I have no clue what the hell you mean by 'do more.' I'm still surprised you aren't dancing in the streets because you just got to keep full custody of your new brother.

[baruthumos]

Not worth a new brother if you're not happy. I could...why can't you put him first? Tell me what is in your way and I will move it.

[protective_logic]

[Yeah, as if he's stupid enough to say it's the family itself. Besides, what is the point when Omega doesn't get that you can't walk this sort of thing back? But that's okay, he's got the perfect way to make Omega leave him alone.]

You know what I miss most about Maine?

[baruthumos]

Having someone to sign with?

[protective_logic]

[Perhaps, but he's got Theta for that.]

His tongue. Maine has a big tongue. But he is a big guy, so it makes sense. But god, the things he can do with that big tongue of his.

[baruthumos]

[And Omega has NO idea where Delta's going with this.]

Lick his own nose?

[protective_logic]

[Walking right into it, you poor, innocent soul.]

That would be a long nose, Meggy. But it's wonderful, that tongue of his. Used to be he'd take my clothes off and drizzle chocolate or melted ice cream over my skin. And he'd lick me clean, Omega. It felt wonderful. Of course, I liked the attentions elsewhere. There is so much he could get his mouth around, so much his tongue could do. I could never stop shaking.