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If you're hearing this message that means I'm not available at the moment.
So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

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Oh god, I'm looking through my message log. I'm so sorry. I When I'm on pain meds I get... giggly and talkative and I don't tend to remember the stupidity.

I have to make my family swear not to record it. Luckily the talk-to-text program saves input for a period of time, so I can find the question.

Edited 2015-11-15 02:16 (UTC)

You have nothing to apologize for.

You know the guy who turns on the villian because he crosses the line and sacrifices himself to save the heroes?

I'm that guy. Just harder to kill.

Well there is a weighty declaration.

I'll show you the scars if you don't believe me.

Not saying I don't believe you. Just that it's weighty.

Taking back what my high as a kite self said... I'm the person that is the love interest decoy in the book. They're there, they're with the main character, and things are going one way. Then betrayal hits, the MC wises up, and finds their true love. Love conquers all in the end blah blah blah.

Maybe you're not. Maybe you're the main character and he was the first love who left you deeply hurt. Now you need to find someone to teach you to trust again. I've read that story many times.

Wrong summation. I'm the one that broke his heart.

So?

He is the only love, who I hurt deeply. That's what this is. And there is no matter of me trusting again. It is me ever being trusted, which won't happen, and rightly so. But yours is a better story.

Journey of redemption, then. You can't get to a better place if you don't start out somewhere terrible.

This is hardly the low point in my life.

Really? Family secrets, I suppose.

Indeed, and again, I point out that I don't know you. So I thank you for your answer, suggest possibly keeping your Wednesday open so I can return the favor of alcohol, and head back to whatever will distract me.

You survived your family secret, you'll survive this. I bet you thought it was the end of the world then.

You have no idea.

I won't pretend to. But it got better, didn't it?

Not yet.

Then the only way things can go is better!

...I'm sorry. I'm terrible at this.

I've heard too many platitudes in my life...

You just got unlucky to have me to build up your experience through. Trust me.

If I don't know specifics, all I can do is platitudes.

If I can't run a background check, all you can have is a lack of specifics. I don't even know your name.

I'm TC.

Exactly. If you carried yourself with more confidence I'd worry you were a mercenary with such evasion. Right now I figure white collar criminal on the run.

I'll tell you what. You run a background check on Thundercracker. If you can tell which name on the list is my real one, I'll tell you.

I'm trusting you with a lot. You'll see why.

I see... that sounds like one of those strange merc names.

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