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[protective_logic]

If you're hearing this message that means I'm not available at the moment.
So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

Comments

[protective_logic]

It was genuine. You're concerned. I get that. I figure if I'm where you are, you can at least be the sort of bartender that makes sure I drink enough water. Guy that night didn't. Besides, you can keep me from sleeping on a strange couch.

[alphawho]

my couch would be strange too

[protective_logic]

You're family. Not a guy that may... be hitting on me.

[alphawho]

omg were you on a date w him is he ur rebound dude

[protective_logic]

No, it wasn't a date! We went to get drinks. And he may have called me attractive... And I can't remember clearly but I think he implied maybe a date could be a thing if I didn't have kids. So not really hitting on I guess.

[alphawho]

r u looking

[protective_logic]

You're kidding, right? I just lost the person I LOVE. There is no way I'm doing this again. Especially with someone I don't know.

[alphawho]

wait u still love him but you ditched him because of fear of for hires

[protective_logic]

I really don't need more lecturing.

[alphawho]

im not lecturing wtf im just trying to understand whats going on

[protective_logic]

Everyone else does. Has. Will.

[alphawho]

spoilers im not everyone else cuz im barely part of the fam ok im like so far out of th loop itd be funy if not serious idk everyones moods habits etc

only reason I knew shit was going on was bc u told me I get it im just trying

[protective_logic]

You're family. You're more of it than Maine ever was. So you're one of us. You're... You're Church and Church is one of us.

[alphawho]

he was ur bf and around the fam more than I ever was he would practically have been family hed deserve it more hold on

[the next text takes several minutes to come]

do you mean it

[protective_logic]

Don't talk about him. You don't know anything about him. But you, you're family. You're our brother. It's not fair that I try to compare you to who you were. Because you're not. Just like Tex isn't a sister we know because we don't even remember her. But you are are our brother, our family.

And that, like you taught us, comes first.

[alphawho]

wish old me hadnt taught you that it comes bfore ur happiness and wellbeing

[protective_logic]

There is nothing wrong with putting the happiness and wellbeing of our younger siblings before our own.

[alphawho]

r u ever happy tho cuz u never seem happy but then your never happy around me so

[protective_logic]

Tried it once. Fell apart.

[motherfucking_ghost]

tried to b happy once you mean or what cuz if so thats fucking dumb why cant you be happy

[protective_logic]

I lost my happiness.

[alphawho]

bro you need to find that shit again or at least be content that is super important

[protective_logic]

What I lost can't easily be called back. But I will at least survive how i am. It wasn't as if I was happy before everything happened anyway.

[alphawho]

im not saying get what you left im saying find a happiness cuz im amazed u havnt burned out yet

[protective_logic]

I... enjoy my work and the raising of our younger siblings.