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[protective_logic]

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So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

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[protective_logic]

You like him, so don't pretend you don't. The twins wanted to see him again, Sigma and Epsilon seem wary of my distrust, and Theta likes him. So whatever. I invited him to dinner. On Wednesday. You guys have fun.

[baruthumos]

I don't...I have formed an independent opinion of him and he's an asshole who never thought to mention that he also is a member of the bizarre eyeball club. I don't trust him any farther than I can throw him.

Anyone gives you crap about telling him to come on Wednesday, you tell me and I'll take care of it.

[protective_logic]

I don't care. I managed to fulfill the desire of the littles and don't have to be in a building with him. I think I won.

[baruthumos]

I think you did, too.

[protective_logic]

They... like him. And he has decided that he wants to be there for the twins at least. It's something.

[baruthumos]

Wonder if there's a magic age after which he transforms into a magnificent jackass. I think it's twenty-two. Or twenty one and he forgot Sigma's been in the bar.

[protective_logic]

Oh man, that's actually pretty hilarious.

[baruthumos]

Howso?

[protective_logic]

Normally people treat children as inferior and not worth attention, whereas he goes out of his way to be good to them and an ass to me.

[baruthumos]

He does. Sorry.

[protective_logic]

I prefer the older siblings I already have.

[baruthumos]

Beta is pretty great.

[protective_logic]

So are you.

[baruthumos]

[After a minute of spluttering.]

So are you.

[protective_logic]

[Faint, amused chuckling.]

I'm not older than you, so I can't be a 'pretty great older sibling.'

[baruthumos]

To the others, though.

[protective_logic]

I suppose that might be true.

[baruthumos]

It is empirically true.

[protective_logic]

Alright then.

I...

I don't hate you, Meg. I just... I just can't stand it when you want me to not be involved in your personal life, but you step in to mine. I... I was confiding something to you, just to get it off my chest. But that didn't...

You tried to fix it. I wasn't asking you for that. I didn't want that. I especially didn't want it via harsh words against one of my very few friends. What you did was wrong, and it wasn't welcome, and it was hypocritical. That's... that's why I reacted the way I did.

[baruthumos]

I have been informed that...I misunderstood the exact harshness of the words. And I deserved every bit of it, not saying that I didn't. But I hope that will help you believe me if I tell you I won't do that again.

[Tomorrow, he is going to murder the punching bag.]

[protective_logic]

I do. If you understand why it is a problem, then I have absolute faith that you wouldn't do it again. You're too considerate of that sort of things normally.

I just... I love you, Omega. I do. I just think I need to keep my personal life, the things that are about me, to me. Because I've gotten to the point in my life where I can't turn to you. Not because I don't want to. I desperately want to. I've always wanted to connect with you like I remember connecting with Alpha. But it was NEVER fair to me to try and force you into the mold I remembered for someone who might not have been like that in the first place. It isn't fair of me to force such things on you. And you, honestly, can't understand some of what goes on in my life now. So turning to you about it can only lead to tension.

That was my fault. I didn't get that. Didn't recognize that. So I'm very sorry. I really am.

This is still Tuesday, righr?

[baruthumos]

I'll be home in the morning.

Yes it is

[protective_logic]

I...

[A small, weary sigh as he judges everything he said has only served to make things worse.]

Yeah. Okay.

Re: Yes it is

[baruthumos]

[There was some way "I can't rely on you and you're not as good as Alpha" wasn't going to make it worse?]

Should I bring breakfast?

Re: Yes it is

[protective_logic]

[Which was not, at all, what Delta was saying.]

If you want.