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[protective_logic]

If you're hearing this message that means I'm not available at the moment.
So if you'd please leave your contact info and your message I'll get back to you at the first possible moment.
If there is a family related emergency, just keep trying until you get through.

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[soldierinblack]

He apparently wanted to ask my permission about him staying over for a while, so yeah, he talked to me. Didn't give me any details.

You sure you're okay, kid?

[protective_logic]

I'm trying to get there. To okay. Things in my relationship with Maine just got... awkward.

[soldierinblack]

Anything you want to talk about or are you working it out with him? And if you need some more time on your hands at the house, I can handle the twins for longer than one night.

[protective_logic]

Huh? No, it's not that at all! I'm just...

I was having unwelcome and inappropriate dreams about another man. And it scared me.

[soldierinblack]

...Your first wet dream?

[protective_logic]

I'm twenty-three, Beta. I am not JUST going through puberty. I've had them before, but not since I was a lot younger. This one... was about someone who was not Maine. Or would start about Maine and then turn into the other person and I...

It was not and is not welcome.

[soldierinblack]

Not welcome, but you know they happen, right? It's not like you can control what you dream about.

[protective_logic]

And if the dream is that I'm intimately involved with Maine, and say the wrong name?

[soldierinblack]

You think you're actually going to do that? Last I heard, you were horrified at the idea of getting intimate with him.

[protective_logic]

I'm... scared of being intimate with him BECAUSE of that. Not that I'm rushing toward sex, but... Well, I'm tired of my siblings and others seeming to force the idea on me. If I have it I want it at my own pace. And Omega said...

What he said doesn't matter. It's in the past. We've apologized. Ignore that.

[soldierinblack]

I'm not forcing anything on you, Delta. Just trying to figure out what's going on. Take things at your own pace, it's the only way you should be doing this.

If what he said doesn't matter then why are you bringing it up?

[protective_logic]

Stream of consciousness. I just...

Thank you for your concern. I'm doing a bit better I think.

[soldierinblack]

I care about you, D. Okay?

Sorry you're having those kinds of dreams. Do you really think that's going to happen if things get serious?

[protective_logic]

Yes. I'm scared it will.

[soldierinblack]

Do you care about Maine? A lot?

[protective_logic]

So much.

[soldierinblack]

Then you won't do it. Trust me, in the moment the only thing you'll be thinking about is him.

[protective_logic]

R-really?

[soldierinblack]

Yeah. If you care about him, you aren't going to be thinking about someone else. [ Unless Maine is really, really terrible at that. But she's going to hold out some hope on that. ]

[protective_logic]

You're sure?

[soldierinblack]

Positive. And you've got time to figure it out. Like you said, you don't have to rush things.

[protective_logic]

Omega offered to have you beat Maine up if he pressured me or anything. Or was it Sigma? Either way the sentiment was there.

[soldierinblack]

I've already told him not to mess with you or he'll get his ass beat in. Standard warning.

[protective_logic]

Can you? Beat him up that is?

[soldierinblack]

Oh yeah. I was A-rank certified long before he was. Don't plan on it unless it's needed, though.